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曲终人散。

Why does it seem harder than usual this time? What’s so different this time? I really can’t put into words how I’m feeling right now.

I have about 37 more days to prep myself, to pack up and then say “goodbye”. Why does 37 days seem so short now? Especially when there have been days which I absolutely abhor work and the people here, days when I wished I could just vanish from this place forever, days when I hate the people here so much.

This is very weird. I’ve NEVER had to experience anything like this in my working life thus far; usually I’d be more happy to leave than anything else. It was like that for Hangten, it was like that for M.A.C, Vegas, Acepro and Art Tree. Why the sudden emotional attachment for this place now?

I guess the people here (good ones and bad ones alike) grew on me, the place grew on me, the inside jokes, code languages, laughters, tears and even tension all grew on me, in one way or another.

I am very attached to a couple of colleagues, I am very attached to my Boss. I can’t thank Mr. Mok enough for all the support and understanding he’s given me.

Truth be told, I’ve never met a superior like him before. Shan’t go into details about the kind things he’s done for me and how much support he’s given me for the past one and a half years. Other than the employer-employee relationship between us, we are also friends.

Leaving this place feels like leaving home, feels very shitty. I’m rather apprehensive and skeptical of the future – I’m in fact, scared. Could all these be happening because I am older now? I don’t know.

Don’t ask me where have my guts went to, I have no idea either. I’m so afraid I may meet people worse than the ones here, I’m so afraid my future Boss is gonna be a b*stard, I’m so afraid that I won’t be able to get used to the new environment.

I know that leaving for the next job is perhaps all for the better, if I think of it in the practical way, that is – considering the fact that the other side has made their stand very clear about job progression plans for their employees. But then again, you can never be too sure (or unsure).

What if I won’t be happy at the new place? What if 3 months down the road I realise that I’ve made the wrong choice? What if I screw up my own life because of this very decision? So many what-ifs, it’s fucked up.

I can’t take back my words or that letter now, because if I do, no one in this place is ever gonna take me seriously again. They’d probably think I’m either 1) nuts or 2) immature.

They won’t understand how this emotional attachment thing works and how much I treasure the good people I meet; so much so that I may just be willing to eat humble pie and take it all back. However, since I most likely won’t be able to seek any shared sentiments from anyone, I’d better not be stupid and harbour any second thoughts.

You know what? Right now, I think either way it’s gonna be a stupid decision. I shouldn’t stay plainly because of my emotional attachment with some of the folks here, I shouldn’t not stay because I am too proud to take back a letter and a few sentences. I shouldn’t leave for more dimes and nickels, I shouldn’t not leave for more dimes and nickels.

Either way, I’m fucked. For now at least.

人就是如此,总是要失去了才会开始珍惜。

闭关修炼。

Sorry for the hiatus.

Too much going on in my life right now (both good and bad stuff) and I really don’t have much spare time for blogging these days.

Meanwhile if you’d like, follow me on Twitter at http://twitter.com/annisthenewpink

Be back when I’m back! Ciao. 8)

错!

Nothing I do is ever right.

EVER.

Stop expecting so much from me, I can never meet up to anyone’s expectations. Give me a break.

头破。。。

血流。 Heng, it wasn’t a bloody incident. No blood.

Pain!

I have at least 3 huge balukus on the back of my head. Fucking pain.

Physical pain is one thing, emotional pain is another. Sad to say, the latter has greatly surpassed the former – simply because no one really cares.

Right now, I can literally feel my pulse on the swollen spots on my head. They are freaking throbbing non-stop.

The doctor has advised me to monitor the injuries myself and to make sure there aren’t any complications like internal bleeding. If I start feeling nauseous, giddy or be in any form of extreme pain worse than what I’m feeling now, that could spell trouble.

Not the worst, me thinks. At the most die in my sleep and say hi to 阎罗王 early. No biggie.

There are also cuts on my thigh.

看电影!

Email_SS

Woohoo!!!

I’m attending an exclusive 3D movie preview! And the movie is…

Coraline

CORALINE!
Ever since I saw its trailers (like two months or so ago?), I’ve been eagerly waiting for it to open in our local cinemas! Now, not only do I get to watch Coraline in 3D for free, I’m also going to watch it before the movie officially opens in 3D theatres! 8)

Here’ s a brief synopsis of the movie:
Coraline Synopsis
Stay tuned for my personal review of the movie!

Thank you Omy and UIP! :)

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Sian, tomorrow is a public holiday and I still have to head into the office to do work. Doesn’t help that I won’t get to see Bee tomorrow. :(

够了。

I’ve had enough of this bullshit.

ENOUGH.

牵肠挂肚。

I just read Pauline’s blog. Her latest entry left me feeling worried and extremely unsettled.

I don’t know why she insists on not telling me what she is suffering from, why? I want to be there for her and see her through whatever problems she is facing. But my dear friend chose to suffer alone. She’s suffered alone so much in her life already, I just wish I’m able to share her woes one way or another.

老朋友, I just want to let you know that you will always be a very special friend to me and nothing can ever change that fact. If you need me, I am just a phone call away. Don’t push me away please. :(

帽子!

Is this a Fedora or a Trilby? I always get the names mixed up.

Fedora_collage

Kong, I know I’m cool. Don’t have to praise me, really. It’s okay. 8)

Monday is approaching. Nooooooooooooooo!!!

DO NOT VISIT “VAIN BEAUTY” AT FAR EAST PLAZA #03-113!

Fucking swindlers!

On Tuesday evening, I went to Far East Plaza to infill my gel overlay and touch up my tip glitters at Milly’s, but the lady who does gel nails was not in (She is really good by the way, her name is Li Dan and their charges are reasonable). Left me a little disappointed because I was looking forward to having pretty nails after a bad day at work.

So… I walked around the mall and chanced upon this bloody VAIN BEAUTY 黑店. They say until they damn good, damn this damn that, got dragon got phoenix, 有龙有凤. Then say they will just charge me $40, WILL DO VERY NICE FOR ME and went on to criticise the existing gel overlay I had on my hands. Nehmind, I thought since not very expensive and it seems like they know what they are saying, just give it a shot. After all, just how bad can anyone screw up a set of nails? At most not nice can redo somewhere else. Right?

WRONG!

They still can say they charge me cheap so that I will go back to them in future. MY FOOT! Over my dead body!

CB ONE LOR. Let me list down the points ONE BY ONE.

1. They are fucking UNHYGIENIC, there’s near to ZERO hygiene in everything they do. The table was covered with like nail polish blobs, they DON’T EVEN HAVE A PROPER NAIL FILE. One of the bitches had to run upstairs to this shop selling manicure stuff to buy a bloody file!

2. And when she came back with the file, she went ON AND ON to complain about how expensive that nail file she bought was. $6.90 leh! With me sitting right there. Win.

3. I just wanted an infill and a touch up for my tips, they freaking BUFFED OFF nearly all my gel overlay. Every finger had a DIFFERENT AMOUNT of leftover of my existing overlay. NICE.

4. She was fucking buffing SO HARD AND FAST that my nail bed was BURNING HOT. I think my fingers were *THIS* close to catching fire.

5. As she was buffing with her heart and soul, the side/corner of the nail file kept rubbing against my cuticles. IT WAS SO PAINFUL. It felt like someone was trying to slice open my fingers. And when I whimpered in pain, she said, “then you should sit closer!”

HUH? SMLJ?! Where is the rationale?! When I moved forward and sat closer, she was STILL FUCKING BUFFING *INTO* MY FLESH.

The result? My 2 pinkies, 2 thumbs and 1 index finger HAVE CUTS ON THE CUTICLE BEDS. And when I say “CUT”, I mean REAL CUTS, FLESH SPLIT OPEN TYPE. Even when I wash my hands now, they freaking sting the shit out of me.

The entire time, the cursed bitch remained OBLIVIOUS to the fact that my flesh has been successfully SPLIT OPENED BY HER BLOODY NAIL BUFF. She did NOT even bother to wipe off the dust on my hands (from all that filing) and did NOT disinfect my hands with anything. NOTHING. She merely used a piece of dubious looking TOWEL which was already wet and stained with don’t know SMLJ SHIT TO WIPE MY HANDS WHICH WERE ALREADY INJURED BY HER.

6. Then she started laying gel onto my nails. WAH LAN EH, CHUI! SIBEH CHUI! It’s the worst of the worst I’ve ever seen in my entire life! She didn’t build the base properly, the procedure of how she did things were obviously all SALA, it’s not my first time having gel overlay done, I AM NOT STUPID!

All my ten fingernails ended up with different thickness, different shape, some shiny some matt, some dented in the centres, some bloated in the centres. All ten tips were supposed to be in black glitter, but NONE OF MY TEN FINGERS had a properly done up tip. NONE. Missed the corners, some got fuzz stucked on them (and then she blamed me for it, WTF!), right thumb had scratches UNDERNEATH the gel (I don’t know how the fuck she did that).

7. One more thing – the UV light machine, the tubes on the left side of the machine were spoilt, so only the right side and top had light. So to make sure the light can hit the nails, she freaking put a regular mirror into the tiny machine and told me to put my hand in, on top of the mirror.
The mirror was about one cm thick at least, guess what happened? Naturally because of the mirror’s thickness, my hand was raised and I immediately GOT BURNED by the top UV light tube.

WAH SMLJ SMLJ!!!

8. At the end of everything, I was literally on the verge of tears. I almost cried. My fingers were in pain and my nails looked WORSE than before I went to them!

I looked around the shop and saw this rack of nail polish which at 1st glance looks like OPI polish bottles, but NO! They are ALL NOT from OPI. The shape and caps of the bottles look almost exactly the same as OPI polish bottles, even the fonts of the text on the bottles are almost exactly the same as OPI’s, but they are NOT! All of them read “B.O” instead of the three letters “O.P.I”. Outrightly use imitations, WIN AGAIN. _|_

I didn’t make noise because I was alone and I didn’t dare to pick up a fight with them. Yes, I DIDN’T DARE TO – because I was surrounded by a shop full of PRCs who don’t look very honest to begin with. I was outnumbered, so after some contemplation, I decided to keep quiet. I don’t wanna be cornered and then get killed or something.

Before I sat down to do my nails, they were all damn nice to me. Once I started doing my nails, the treatment given to me was TOTALLY DIFFERENT and bordering on physical torture.

And once she was “done” (which totally was not done properly according to my standard, I was injured lah please!) she couldn’t wait to collect the money and get me out of the shop. WINNER.

After the incident, I asked around and heard that VAIN BEAUTY had cops going to their shop more than once – customers’ disputes over their substandard services and such. And apparently once they were even in the papers – their BOSS allegedly fought with the staff because the staff were accepting tips from customers.

Seriously man, birds of a feather. Boss and staff all crazy one. Yes, their Boss is a PRC too. Not discriminating against anyone, but the blatant facts (including personal FIRST HAND traumatising experience) cannot be missed or ignored.

By the way, Li Dan from Milly’s who made my nails fab everytime is a Chinese National too, but one look you can see she is the honest and hardworking type. See, I am not discriminating. Just stating obvious facts. I’m also not paid to praise Milly’s to the skies, it’s a fact that I received waaaaaaaaaaay better service over at Milly’s.

So I tahan-ed for 24 hours and went back to Milly’s (what to do) last evening to redo my nails ALL OVER AGAIN. Milly’s is good and the lady (Li Dan) doing gel nails is professional and knows what she is doing. I complained to her about the stupid VAIN BEAUTY 黑店 for nearly an hour, I think. Now my nails are pretty again! And Milly’s also charged me $40 for repairing the damage inflicted by those bitches from Vain beauty.

Vain Beauty, I didn’t agree to pay $40 to have my fingers SLICED OPEN.
Do my nails ugly I can close one eye and take it that I am just plain unlucky, but injuring me??!! That’s a different thing altogether! I should have just called the cops!
Once again ladies, AVOID GOING TO VAIN BEAUTY AT FAR EAST PLAZA, #03-113, AT ALL COSTS. Don’t even walk near the shop, they will sweet talk you in and then *bam*, disaster. Don’t risk it. Vain Beauty does hair extensions too, DON’T GO TO THEM. There are so many shops doing hair extensions in Far East Plaza and Singapore, DON’T HAVE TO GO TO THESE SWINDLERS.

There are so many bad comments about their hair extension services from forums like Cozycot and Flowerpod. Apparently, some girls got VO-ed (variable order) bigtime, from a said budget of say $100, they can diam diam add add add the hair strands and then ask the customers to pay $500 in the end. WTF.

BLACKLIST VAIN BEAUTY AT FAR EAST PLAZA, #03-113!

P/S: Girls please pass this message around to your girlfriends. I don’t wish to see other girls get injured and chopped like a carrot by these people with zero conscience.

又一天。

Itinerary:

  • Facial
  • Meet Kong at Leisure Park
  • Debbie’s party

Slept at freaking 3.30 am, woke up at 1.10 pm, just showered, gonna head out sans make up in a bit.

Feeling pretty damn Zen for the past few days, I think I’m so over those shit-heads around me. I still have my frustrated moments, but I seriously don’t wanna be affected by other people anymore. At the end of the day, they don’t make my life easier in any manner.

I’m so gonna play 变脸游戏 with these losers from today onwards, just going with the flow you see. Since they are so into charades, 老娘 will show them how it’s really done.

Sometimes I think being fake does pay off. Look at how HAPPY that bunch of ingrates are! It’s quite nice to be in constant denial and blaming everyone else possible except yourself, isn’t it? The cherry on top of the cake is how these people are able to VICTIMISE themselves in every way possible. Bravo, kudos, magnificent!

Kindness is not always returned with kindness, people just take you for granted and shit all over you.

Gotta go, BYE! 8)

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